[10 Oct 2005|10:50am] my grandpa is in the hospital with cancer let's talk about that for a minute but in all seriousness wtf is wrong with the people i know post comment

[03 Oct 2005|10:59am] my boyfriend passed away this morning i love you baby 3 comments|post comment

[25 Sep 2005|08:18pm] my boyfriend has been diagnosed with luekymia i probably spelt that wrong but you all know what i mean 5 comments|post comment

[12 Sep 2005|12:30pm] i haven't updated in a longgggggggggg time. right now i'm sick (big suprise) nothing else has really been going on im working full time but somehow im still broke i love my friends and i have the best boyfriend ever thats all nothing exciting post comment

lets recap april [04 May 2005|10:01pm] and i'll explain how much it sucked appendix removed, in hospital for three-four days...fuck jello out of school for two weeks (60+ hours to make up) steve broke up with me (we're back together though) mr. buechner died lauren went to the hospital and got her appendix removed got kicked out of school(for a day to later to find out that everyone was allowed back in and no one called me) had to take kelly to the hospital cause she cut someone then herself to later find out the guy had heppitis c. got lost on the way home and ran out of gas i've puked everyday due to stress but can someone please tell me why any of this matters or why anyone cares? in one year what will this one bad month matter. and if it does matter who will it matter to? not me. will you care in one year that i just had the worst month of life? no you won't. wanna know why. because my life probably doesn't mean shit to you. you have your own problems to worry about and you've probably had a month like this once. or a bad week. or a bad day. BUT WHAT THE HELL DOES IT MATTER. you live, you move on, you get over shit. so why do people dwell? why do people even care. i guess its one thing we'll never know. whats the point in trusting people when you know they're just gonna kick you in the ass anyway. why did i even write this entry, not like anyone is gonna read it and absorb anything i said. 4 comments|post comment

[15 Apr 2005|07:27pm] i'm back for an update. i'm watching law and order as usual and things are going alright. steve and i broke up but we're back together again(yea i know i'm gonna get alot of crap for that). my car got hit a couple weeks ago and i cried. this crazy bitch was pulling into a parking spot and hit the car next to mine and the car behind mine and those cars plowed into my car and fucked it up hard core. no front or rear alignment, bad bumper, and bent the frame. the car was in the shop for two weeks but she's back and better than except the breaks make a clank noise. its time that i lived life fo real. i gotta stop being afraid of things like getting into trouble and stud i just gotta live for the moment. tonight i'm going with adam to bar and i wanna drink but i might die cause i just finish my pain killers. yes pain killers, i had my appendix removed because they got infected and i've been out of school for two weeks and now i have twelve million hours to make up. post comment

so i haven't updated in like a year [12 Jan 2005|06:39pm] i probably haven't updated cause i have nothing to say. basically all thats new with me is that i found out i have a virus(ebstine bar) its like mono it just never goes away. um it kills my ammune system so i'm sick constantly. um basically my life has been school, work, boyfriend. i've been attempting to stay out of trouble but that hasn't been working too well. and thats about all. 4 comments|post comment

I'M OFF HOUSE ARREST [16 Nov 2004|08:08pm] wooo!!!! so this weekend was my first weekend out in a long long time. friday- i had school and work. theni came home, worked out, did my hair, went tanning, visited antioch, and then went to kristins. we went to applebees and then i dropped her off cause i was really tired. as i got around the corner from her house i felt really sick so i pulled over, threw the door open and puked all over. it was nasty. i was sick like all night. saturday- i went to work,visited antioch and came home. SOMEONE WANNA TELL ME WHY IT TOOK ME TWO HOURS TO GET READY??? cause i have no idea. anyways so i got ready picked up cheryl and we went to alyssas. michelle came and then we went to starlite. alyssa, cheryl, and michelle got tattoos and i got pierced. then we went to portuguse restaurent in the bricks. it was sooo good. i love sangria. then we went to a party in jersey city. it was kinda boring but hey free drinks. sunday- woke up at like 1030, showered, cleaned my room, cooked breakfast, cleaned my car, cleaned my school bag, and watched the game. JETS LOST MWHAHAHAHAHAHA. i started watching the giants game but i fell asleep. then marissa called and i went to her house in paterson. we watched lifetime, and i introduced her to smirnoff twisted. she cooked and then we ate. yesterday- i went to school, made up some hours, came home and then went with cheryl and colleen to nicks and vics hockey game. today i'm just kinda chillaxing. 2 comments|post comment

[30 Oct 2004|04:41pm] so that eminem song "lose it" I HATE IT SO MUCH BUT I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT. it has such a catchy tune. haha i'm such a dork. so i'm allowed out of house arrest for two hours tonight. awesome. i get to go out with the girls from work!!!!! so in the beginning of every school year, i have this awakening. it's the same one every year. it's an awakening on who my friends are. i have a list in my head and i decided to delete the people who: 1. use me for rides 2. don't care what happens to me as long as it doesn't involve them 3. are only in the friendship so they can get something out of it 4. don't use proper grammar while talking to me on the internet (IT'S CRAZY I KNOW, BUT HOW HARD IS IT TO USE PROPER GRAMMAR.) 5. come home for a couple days from college and don't even bother to call 6. are still in highschool. seriously, i grew out of the highschool drama bullshit in tenth grade, get the fuck over yourself, you're in college, grow the fuck up. thats about all for now. my real friends, you know who you are. i want cookies. post comment

[30 Oct 2004|04:38pm] Have you ever. [x] been drunk. [x] smoked pot. [x] kissed a member of the opposite sex. [x] kissed a member of the same sex. [x] rode in a taxi. [ ] been dumped. [x ] shoplifted. [ ] been fired. [ x] been in a fist fight [ x] had sex. [ ] had a three-some [ x] snuck out of your parent's house. [x ] been arrested. [x ] made out with a stranger [x] stole something from your job. [ ] celebrated new years in times square [ ] went on a blind date. [x] lied to a friend. [ ] had a crush on a teacher. [ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. [ ] been to europe. [x] skipped school. [ x] thrown up from drinking. [ ] lost your sibling. [x] played 'clue' [x] had a sleepover party. [x] went ice skating. [x ] cheated on a bf/gf. [ ] been cheated on. [ ] had a sweet sixteen. [ ] had a quinceañera. [x] had a car. [x] drove. do you.. [ ] have a bf. [ ] have a gf. [ ] have a crush [x] feel loved. [ ] feel lonely [ ] feel happy. [ ] hate yourself. [ ] think youre attractive. [ ] have a dog. [x] have your own room. [ x] listen to rap. [x] listen to rock. [ ] listen to soul. [ x] listen to techno. [ x] listen to reggae. [x] paint your nails. [x] have more than 1 best friend. [x] play an instrument. [x] have slippers. [x] wear boxers [x ] wear black eyeliner. [x] like the color blue. [] like the color yellow. [x ] like to read. [] like to write. [ ] have long hair [ x] have short hair. [x] have a cell phone. [ ] have a laptop. [ ] have a pager Are you... [ ] ugly. [x] pretty. [ ] ok. [x] bored. [ x] happy. [ ] bilingual. [x] white. [ ] black. [ ] mexican. [ ] asian. [x] short. [ ] tall. [ x] grounded. [ ] sick. [ x] naughty [] a virgin. [x] lazy. [x] single. [ ] taken. [x] looking. [ ] talking to someone. [ x] IMing someone. [x] tired. [x] sleepy. [ ] annoyed. [x] hungry. [x] thirsty. [ ] on the phone. [ ] in your room. [x] drinking something. [ ] eating something. [x ] in your pjs. [x] ticklish. [ ] listening to music post comment

GOT LOCKED UP THEY WON'T LET ME OUT [24 Oct 2004|08:31pm] as most of you already know i was detained on friday night around 7:30. here's what happened. my friends wanted some liqour so i drove down to this liqour store that i know doesn't card. as i'm sitting there waiting for miss angela to arrive, these two girls pull up in the spot next to me they go into the store and buy whatever and get back in their car. as they are backing out undercop cops surronded their car and told them to stop. i panicked and tried to book it, but i didn't realize i was boxed in by under cover cop cars. i hit the under cover car, and started freaking out. when i gave the cop my liscense he was like "you're only 18, what did you buy", so i opened my trunk and let them search my car. i was taken in, had to fill out a criminal record thing, got printed, and had my mug shot taken( it's so hard for me to not smile during pictures, so trying not to smile for my mugshot was hell). they released me around 945. i'm going back in tomorrow to make my final statement, and i have court on november 15th. the least i can get charged with is 6 months no liscense and $500 fine. FREE ROCK! 4 comments|post comment

[16 Sep 2004|11:31am] There ain't a day in my life that rolls by That I don't get high, sit back and won't cry I used to roll hard with tons of bitches But now it's just me and my niggas, whah post comment

[15 Sep 2004|07:00am] You may look at me and think that I'm Just a young girl But I'm not just a young girl. Baby this is what I'm lookin' for: Sexy, independent, down to spend it type that's gettin' his dough I'm not bein too dramatic that's the way I gotta have it. post comment

[30 Aug 2004|02:17am] so now that i'm out of work for the last week of summer i have sooo much going on. yesterday dan called me so i picked him up and then we woke adams lazy ass up. we started driving around and then decided we needed grease trucks so we drove all the way to rutgers and got some. i called one miss jenny tsay but she was busy being tgay with stupid orientation which is stupid. on the way home adam had to pee real bad so i drove really slow and refused to stop. then i got home and went shopping with momma where i got one shirt from abercrombie and two pairs of pants from macys. we looked for those stupid white pants and couldn't find any! the search continues this week. then i came home and loaded up the car and headed up to jesse's house. we went fishing, something ate his blooper and a bat almost ate me. then we went to dunkin donuts and acted like we were on crack. today i woke up, showered, got dressed, headed out to walgreens to drop three cameras off and then to my job to pick up my cd player. after that i went out to lunch with susie and then we got ice cream at friendlys. then we stalked adam and made him look at my pictures. after that i came home and tried to nap but i couldnt, so i went to my grandmas for dinner and then went to work at the college. after that i came home and showered and went to nikkis. we watched the vmas and then i watched lifetime with nikkis mom. tomorrow i'm going to philly with kirk, ange, audrey, and whomever else comes. we're going to lizzys and then going to visit kristin! GET PSYCHED MOTHER FUCKER. my dads going to virginia this weekend so i'm making him pick me up a million and ten cartons of ciggerettes cause they're only $25 out there! WOOT! i have boogers. time for bed. post comment

[17 Aug 2004|02:20am] It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done post comment

i've come to the conclusion [15 Aug 2004|01:04pm] that if you don't talk to me on a daily basis, or atleast weekly, i don't care about you. so therefore you can fuck off. love J.Ro 6 comments|post comment

[15 Aug 2004|12:56pm] last night was a barrett party. thats all that i need to say. post comment

we all know who this is to [13 Aug 2004|11:22am] How come we dont even talk no more And you dont even call no more We dont barely keep in touch at all And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now After all the years we been down Aint no way no how, this bullshit can be true We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you on a much happier note last night we passed around two blunts and a bowl between 7 of us. it ruled like no other. we live like a family, its amazing. 3 comments|post comment

this is why i love you [11 Aug 2004|12:09pm] xvagstabx: i have this problem Ol Dirty Miller: hit me xvagstabx: all i do is work xvagstabx: and then smoke pot xvagstabx: and thats it everyday its all i do Ol Dirty Miller: wheres the problem Ol Dirty Miller: that rules xvagstabx: its a problem cause im becoming a pot head Ol Dirty Miller: so dont smoke as much Ol Dirty Miller: spen d your money on other stuff xvagstabx: i cant help it! xvagstabx: but the thing is i dont pay for it xvagstabx: my friends get it xvagstabx: and smoke me for free Ol Dirty Miller: so the problem is you not inviting me post comment

[08 Aug 2004|04:43pm] Picture yourself in a boat on a river With tangerine trees and marmalade skies Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly A girl with kaleidoscope eyes Cellophane flowers of yellow and green Towering over your head Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes And she's gone Lucy in the sky with diamonds Lucy in the sky with diamonds Lucy in the sky with diamonds Aaaaahhhhh... Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain Where rocking horse people eat marshmellow pies Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers That grow so incredibly high Newpaper taxis appear on the shore Waiting to take you away Climb in the back with your head in the clouds And you're gone Lucy in the sky with diamonds Lucy in the sky with diamonds Lucy in the sky with diamonds Aaaaahhhhh... Picture yourself on a train in a station With plasticine porters with looking glass ties Suddenly someone is there at the turnstyle The girl with the kaleidoscope eyes Lucy in the sky with diamonds Lucy in the sky with diamonds Lucy in the sky with diamonds Aaaaahhhhh... Lucy in the sky with diamonds Lucy in the sky with diamonds Lucy in the sky with diamonds Aaaaahhhhh... Lucy in the sky with diamonds post comment

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